Tuesday, November 5, 2013

I thought I was ready

Today I found out that I am pregnant for the 10th time. I have 4 healthy kids. So that makes 5 miscarriages. And one coming soon.
I must be crazy to put myself through this rollercoaster. It borders on torture. But I can't help but be excited and planning for a future little one. I love my kids so much. That carries over to the potential kids as well. And though I try to tell myself that this will end as all the others have I can't help exploring the possibilities.

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